I still love Mi ex TJ?

mi boyfriend wants mi to marry him but i have this ex who ran to boston god knows when he;ll be back but i still love him ive been stuck on him for 11 months there is just something about him that i will foreve love but iam in a deep relationship right now ckuz mi boi wants to marry mi and mi boi knows about TJ from myspace doe but mi boi keeps askin mi do u want to marry mi and he says yes or no and i dont know wat to say mi heart say no and yes and my body says yes........