Ttc sucks!!!!!!!! why is it so hard........................?

One of my friends with the same issue has now gone on to have 2 healthy babies. I know it is hard though, I was TTC for 3 years before I fell pregnant with my son (4th pregnancy). After the last MC it took 13 cycles, 5 on a fertility drug. Each month was just so hard, waiting to see if I was pregnant, and then having a big let down. Try to keep your chin up, I can totally understand not wanting to do it any more. I guess the best way is to carry on, unless your fear/anxiety of TTC and MC outweigh your need for a baby. Best of luck.